I think

I’m going to die lonely at a young age.

Unaccomplished and unwanted.

old pictures make me laugh ^_^

this is my family

going forward

Why am I doing 2 finance mods this semester when I have absolutely no intention to  declare Finance as a 2nd major nor the slightest inkling of an interest in Finance?

Haha.

我好累好累

我真的不懂自己能做什么。。

I hope you find what you’ve been looking for,

Just remember where you’re from and who you are.

Cause’ there’s a thousand lights that’ll make you feel brand new;

But if you ever lose your way, I’ll leave one on for you.

the happiness and the melancholy

“I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they’re not much to look at, or even if they’re sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can.”

– J.D. Salinger (The Catcher In The Rye

“I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they’re not much to look at, or even if they’re sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can.”

– J.D. Salinger (The Catcher In The Rye)

I always wonder what it is about certain books that enable them to work their magic on us. I wasn’t a fiction person, but I became one after reading The Gargoyle. But a few books later, I’m back to where I was. Books bore me to an unbelievable extent sometimes.

I like books that talk about medieval times. Better still if the characters are able to transcend the boundaries of time and travel from the medieval times to the present. And back and forth. I like to imagine myself in their shoes, and I like to wonder how my life would have been if I had been there, then.

I like books that are touching. Better still if they are anecdotes of angels, or simply just people who have opened their eyes to their surroundings. I like books like The Last Lecture, 5 People You Meet in Heaven, Thirteen Reasons Why. And I like it when I feel involved as one of the characters, yet distanced through the fact that I’m simply a spectator.

I’m searching for the path to take in my life now. My path isn’t like that of most people. 

I don’t see the reason behind their paths.

And my friend just said, “Life’s tough.” (Though admittedly, that was really taken out of context)

I love nights. Nights are when most people are sleeping, and you don’t feel the pressure of the senseless rat race that we are all entwined in. Nights are when the gentle breeze reminds you that there is more to life than materialistic achievements, and that happiness isn’t far from anyone.

Happiness, she is all around us.

But mostly, we choose to ignore her existence.

the remains of a couple

Movie tickets. Letters. Teddy bears. Pictures. Mugs. Some dusty emails, stored in the abyss of email inboxes. Rings. Necklaces. Little things. Faint memories of arguments. Sweet memories of love once present.

Children.

Is it possible for couples to never fight?

What is it about the theories behind “I married my best friend” and “Opposites attract”?

Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers’ eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special thing?
You’re flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some, in their solitary lives
You find it in the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendships
The kind you cherish all your life
And, when you know how much that means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
‘Cause who’s to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete?

Well, for me, it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it’s like flying without wings
‘Cause you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

And you’re the place my life begins
And you’ll be where it ends
I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

evidently, I have abandoned the previous layout.

And here is the new layout. I really like it. 🙂

Was about to enable theme switcher since I have 2 new layouts but after considerable deliberation, I have decided to unveil them one at a time. And this decision was also affected by the sentimental part of me who couldn’t bear to delete the old layout from the WordPress Dashboard. Tragic.

playing Halo 3

*studying*

this makes me so happy (:

isn't it adorable how my bears look so pensive?

(:

i like my wardrobe (:

And yes, my bed is not made.

The past few days have been rather uneventful, what with an extremely bad experience squashed at FT lunch and coincidentally beside a girl who seemed very interested in Koreans and How I Met My Boyfriend (I should make this into a series… Surely it’ll be a hit in Singapore.)

No I can’t speak Korean, and yes I will try to learn. That’s to all you busybodies out there. I am extremely bad with languages but I do try!!

On an irrelevant note, do you believe that fights make you closer to the person after you make up?

I’ve learnt so much in the last 3 years and it really amazes me.

如果我能回到过去，往日的我肯定认不得今日的我

这是好还是坏呢？

有时候，我真想知道我存在的意义到底是什么呢

是谁把我这毫无沟通技巧的小天使扔在这地球上 ^_^

要是我有冒犯之处，请原谅我

我的 Archilles’ heel 已害了我不少，也伤害了他人

我好想对某个你说声对不起

我以前真的对不起你了。不过这样子也好，我们真的就是不配

–

我该去做饭了。

Don’t you love my theme too? ^_^

On a totally irrelevant note, I’ve rediscovered my inner child. I love soft toys. But I’m known as Ms. Anal for a reason. ): I only like bears that I like, and the rest look as good as junk to me. Hahaha.

Lovee.

miu miu (:

Had lunch at The Line yesterday :p Utter failure, haven’t had a buffet in so long.

On the way to the bus stop, we walked past RGS haha, haven’t been here in years. I still think the RGS campus is really gorgeous. I love the campus T_T. RJC was ugly. Haha.

Derek said the RGS campus looks like a female version of the RI campus. Hmm.

And.. I got my first Miu Miu heels. I love the side profile. So. Gorgeous. Haha.

And it’s time to get ready for school…On a Saturday. 😦

新年快乐

恭祝大家新年快乐，万事如意，身心健康！

今年比起去年来可算是好几倍了

初一和情人节恰恰同一天

双倍的失望

不过，不要紧

人，活着是为了什么呢

我逐渐醒悟

我，要活的开心

要说服自己解脱束缚

爱，是唯一能点燃生命的火花

是唯一能维持这小火花的存在

我真的开心了 (:

365 + 1 day

chocolate tart!

my baby!

ooh cake 😉

so cute!

fierce ^_^

someone's artpiece so cute i like garlic bread

안녕!

Hehe, hell week’s over (for now) and after tomorrow, I’ll be (sorta) free till… next Thursday. 😦 Haha, at least it’s still a break.

What should I do for Summer?

Travel ? Local internship ? Work and Travel USA ? Overseas internship? Do nothing?

Oh well, I’ll get through tomorrow first.

我就是这样一天一天的过。