gargantuan pau

As promised.

Even though my mouth very big, the pau bigger.

!! You know how big anot?! Can last you for 3 meals lor.

Kidding la.

But heehee pau.

I like.

Remember hor, go drink the dunnowhat smoothie at Manhattan Fish Market. Or something like that, it’s super nice. Especially if you like peanut butter a lot, just like me!! <33

):

Sometimes we find comfort in places we never knew existed.

Eh?

i'm bored.

I -keep- dreaming I’m in Veronica Mars!! How silly is that??

But I like it =D

So fun.

And I’m not going to be blogging here for long! Got a domain, actually got it a few days ago but stuff weren’t settled.

And I still haven’t gotten a layout, nor decided what to do.

Oh well, the impulse.

My life seems to be flying past me, and I’m not doing anything to stop it. It’s kind of funny ho I’m not even bothering to control my own life, not bothering to do things for myself.

All I’m doing is….sitting in front of the computer rotting. Reading endless forum posts, surfing endlessly for new forums to read. Finding people who can be trusted ): Games don’t interest me lor ): I guess I won’t be playing dota anytime soon.

I can’t wait, can’t wait to go overseas!! But my Christmas will not be in Singapore ): Anyone giving me something don’t wait till 25th please!! Gimme before that! Ahaha.

That might also mean that I’ve got to send Christmas cards out early too =o, unlike my usual last minute posts.

Prom shopping very fun meh, I wish someone would buy for me ): I’m lazy to go out.

Oh well. Bye world.

Whoever you are..

veronica mars.

Last night, I had this awesome dream.

I dreamt I “was” Veronica Mars.

And there was Logan

Plx.

Best dream I’ve had in ages..

He was so awesomely sweet and hunky and cute and suave hahahaha I think, the vmars overdose has gotten to me. BUT I WOKE UP FEELING SO HAPPY. Can’t remember why I woke up though.. And can’t remember if I was actually Veronica Mars looking like her (Bell!!), or was I myself in a Veronica situation. Either way, it’s still cool.

): Now I’m back “in” -reality-. Or so I think.

No more Logan. ):

No more Veronica Mars (in both sense. 😥 why did they discontinue the series ):)

And I don’t like waiting for new episodes (i.e. Heroes), I prefer watching series at a go. Like every single thing. Which reminds me, I still want to watch Alias. ): Seasons 3 and above?? Anyone?? ):

Shall finish OTH soon, and the last episode of Californication. Rome doesn’t appeal to me ): Neither does Weeds. Does anyone have Gossip Girl? ): Sigh, what a deprived country.

Nvm, the main point of this entry was that I dreamt about Logan =D

<33

I’m bored.

):

I don’t like staying home anymore!!

Havent liked it since..aiya long time ago.

Watched 4 episodes of Heroes ):

No Veronica Mars yet ):

No Gossip Girl also ): (ps: I think all girls should watch)

I’m waiting to watch Goong again.

And I pretty much can’t wait to watch Romantic Princess, KO Family =d I don’t care if you think they’re trashy who cares if they’re trashy all shows are trashy and fictional.

I think all fiction is/are (<-damn) trashy. Okay?!? Now go away.

Does anyone want to make money?? Help me clean my room please!! File stuff also. Only worksheets + notes from Sec 3 to J2. East peasy!! C’mon tell me if you want to. Easy money!

Okay anyway I’m really feeling tired and lethargic. But I don’t want to sleep early! ):

I shall look for brainless memes.

1 – THE BASICS    
2 – Name     Michelle
3 – Gender     Female
4 – Age     18
5 – Screen Name     uh. Leah. Hahaha
6 – Birthday     8th may
7 – Race     chinese
8 – School/Grade     uh j2?
9 – Job     slacker
10 – Status     online
11 – Hometown     sg
12 – Current Town     sg
13 – Parents Still Together     yep
14 – Siblings     2
15 – Pets     uh. cats
16 – Smoker     nope
17 – Drinker     nope
18 – Virgin     of course.
19 – Orientation     whats orientation
20 – Drugs     no
21 – APPEARANCE    
22 – Hair Color     black
23 – Is it Dyed?     nope
24 – Eye color     brown
25 – Height     short
26 – Style     weird
27 – Glasses/Contacts/None?     contacts
28 – Freckles     nope
29 – Body Type     fat
30 – Shoe Size     huge
31 – Piercings     nope
32 – Want More?     nope
33 – Tatoos?     spell wrongly
34 – Want More?     nope
35 – Braces?     used to. -.- i might need again
36 – Overall Best Feature?     uh. my skin color?
37 – Overall Worst Feature?     everything else… eyebags!!!
38 – Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?     mom
39 – LIKES/DISLIKES    
40 – Favorite Color     uh i used to think it was pink but i’m not sure anymore.
41 – Worst Color     some shades of YELLOW OR GREEN TAKE YOUR PICK
42 – Favorite Number     23! i think. or 8, or 5.
43 – Favorite Animal     none
44 – Least Favorite Animal     everything
45 – Favorite Flower     uh none
46 – Favorite Food     everything
47 – Worst Food     none haha joking can’t think of any.
48 – Favorite Junk Food     ooh uh. uh!!
49 – Worst Junk Food     oh no got meh
50 – Favorite Restaraunt     don’t have
51 – Favorite Ice Cream Flavor     cookies and cream
52 – Favorite Candy     none
53 – Favorite Alcoholic Drink     none
54 – Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink     bandung
55 – Worst Alcoholic Drink     dunno
56 – Worst NON Alcoholic Drink     wait. I’ve got to know this.
57 – Favorite Genre of Music     indie pop
58 – Worst Genre     heavy metal, trance, electronic blahblah
59 – Favorite Band/Artist     dun have
60 – Worst Band/Artist     loads.
61 – Favorite Song     uh for now! The Feverfew – Goodbye, Blue Monday
62 – Worst Song     sure got a lot.
63 – Favorite Radio Station     don’t listen
64 – Favorite Book     don’t read
65 – Worst Book     i said i don’t read liao
66 – Favorite Type of Movie     romantic comedies
67 – Worst Type of Movie     action! yucks
68 – Favorite Movie     parent trap!!
69 – Worst Movie Ever     don’t know
70 – Favorite TV Show     uh don’t have atm
71 – Worst TV Show     don’t know
72 – Favorite Season of the Year     ? autumn?
73 – Worst Season     .diao
74 – Best Friend     don’t tell you
75 – Worst Enemy     LOL you.
76 – Favorite Day of the Week     uh. don’t know. tuesday looks like a pretty word though, but I don’t like tuesdays.
77 – Least Favorite Day of the Week     don’t know
78 – Favorite Sport     uh sport?
79 – Sport You Hate     HMM.
80 – One thing you cant get enough of     tv
81 – One thing you hate more than anything     amg any living creature except humans
82 – LOVE LIFE    
83 – Are You Single?     nope
84 – If not, who is your bf/gf?     don’t tell you
85 – How Long Have You Been Together?     don’t tell you
86 – If You’re Single, Do you Like It?     –
87 – Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?     yes
88 – First Kiss     ?
89 – Ever Kiss in the Rain?     no
90 – In a Movie Theater?     ?
91 – Underwater?     YUCKS GOT FISH
92 – First Love     ?
93 – Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?     uh don’t think so
94 – Been Cheated on?     uh no
95 – Used Someone?     no
96 – Been used?     no
97 – Lied to your bf/gf?     sure got one what but for fun
98 – Ever Made out With Just a Friend?     no
99 – Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?     no
100 – Are You a Tease?     no
101 – Do you Flirt a Lot?     no
102 – Longest Relationship     uh?
103 – Shortest     me
104 – Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?     nope
105 – Ever Get Flowers?     nope ):
106 – Sweetest Thing You’ve Ever Gotten     chocolate
107 – Do you Like Valentine’s Day or Sweetest Day?     uh haven’t heard of sweetest day but if i get a lot of chocolates then sweetest day
108 – Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?     ya
109 – Do you Believe in     what?
110 – Do you Fall in Love Fast?     think so
111 – Are you a Player?     no
112 – Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?     O.O if she’s hot. hahahaha
113 – Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?     no
114 – Kissed 2 People At One Time?     no
115 – Had Sex with 2 People in One day?     no
116 – Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?     no
117 – Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?     yea
118 – Ever Been Dumped?     no
119 – Ever dumped someone?     uh no
120 – Ever been rejected?     of course
121 – Do you have a lot of ex’s?     nope
122 – Are you a slut?     nah duh.
123 – Ever been called one?     nah
124 – Ever dated someone more than once?     no
125 – Do you ever make the first move?     uh
126 – Double dates or single?     single
127 – Do you want to get married?     yes before 24 plx
128 – OPPOSITE SEX (what you’re attracted to)
129 – Hair Color     black? brown? blonde? anything la
130 – Short or long?     short
131 – Style     uh cute
132 – Age     same? slightly older?
133 – Height     taller than me. plx.
134 – Weight     not fat
135 – Muscular Or Skinny     in between
136 – Boxers or Briefs     –
137 – Do you care about looks?     i guess
138 – Other
139 – Can you drive?     nope
140 – Do You Have a Car?     nope
141 – Do you have a cell phone?     yep
142 – Are you online a lot?     uh duh
143 – Do you like gay/bi people?     hehe
144 – Can you speak another language?     chinese?! actually i can’t
145 – Do you do well in school?     no..
146 – Do you collect anything?     my hair. kidding!!!
147 – Have an obsession?     does lb count
148 – Do you hate yourself?     nope
149 – Ever smile for no reason?     yep
150 – Talk to yourself?     uh if i’m trying to figure something out, or acting retarded.
151 – Do you have any regrets?     yeah
152 – Believe in magick?     nope
153 – Do you support gay marriage?     hoho
154 – Sex before marriage?     not really
155 – Do you trust people easily?     nope
156 – Forgive easily?     nope
157 – Do you have a secret no one knows?     uh dont think so can’t think of any
158 – Do you get along with your parents?     yea i guess
159 – What about other people?     i suppose
160 – How do you vent your anger?     i eat
161 – Do you like George Bush?     neutral but he makes funny jokes
162 – Goal Before you die?     don’t know save the world maybe
163 – Biggest Fear     anything that moves. and isn’t human. i see a glowing blue unit in the condo opposite. it’s freaky.
164 – Biggest Weakness     food T_T
165 – Do you play an instrument?     piano..
166 – What do you want to be when you grow up?     saviour
167 – PERSONALITY TRAITS – Are you…    
168 – A bitch?     of course not!
169 – A daydreamer?     yes
170 – Shy?     of course
171 – Talkative?     of course
172 – Energic?     ??
173 – Happy?     kinda
174 – Depressed?     kinda
175 – Funny?     kinda
176 – Slutty?     nope
177 – Boring?     kinda
178 – Mean?     kinda
179 – Nice?     kinda
180 – Caring?     kinda
181 – Trustworthy?     yes!!
182 – Confident?     nah
183 – Friendly?     kinda
184 – Smart?     kinda. i mean, not really.
185 – Sarcastic?     kinda
186 – Dependable?     kinda
187 – Quiet?     kinda
188 – Weird?     kinda
189 – Adaptable?     kinda
190 – Strong (emotionally)?     kinda
191 – Strong (physically)?     kinda. HAHA KIDDING
192 – Mature?     of course.
193 – Logical?     obviously
194 – Religious?     kinda
195 – Modest?     ya… =d
196 – Indesicive?     yea and its spelt wrongly
197 – Sympathetic?     ya
198 – Polite?     uh
199 – Creative?     nope
200 – Fun to be around?     of course!!
201 – Loveable?     YES!!
202 – Easily Amused?     ya!!
203 – Outgoing?     no
204 – Daring?     no
205 – Clumsy?     yes
206 – Nosy?     yes
207 – Lazy?     yes
208 – Scary?     nope
209 – Optimistic?     nope
210 – Persuasive?     nope
211 – A good listener?     kinda. actually maybe not
212 – Curious?     yes
213 – Determined?     nope
214 – Artistic?     nah
215 – Honest?     yea
216 – Respectful?     nope
217 – Concieted?     nope
218 – Cocky?     nope
219 – Controlling?     nope
220 – Playful?     yea
221 – Easygoing?     yea
222 – Carefree?     nope
223 – Hot Headed?     kinda
224 – Serious?     kinda
225 – Thoughtful?     kinda
226 – Considerate?     kinda
227 – Stubborn?     kinda
228 – Romantic?     kinda
229 – Ambitious?     kinda
230 – Jealous?     kinda
231 – Insecure?     kinda
232 – Obsessive?     kinda
233 – Attentive?     kinda
234 – Helpful?     kinda
235 – Punctual?     kinda
236 – Rational?     kinda
237 – Sincere?     mostly
238 – Tolerant?     no
239 – Goodbye    
240 – Did you enjoy this survey?     no
241 – Was it too long?     yes
242 – Do you think it contained just about everything?     yes. sheesh.

look, that was dumb. Back to heroes.

lyrics!!

snowing on a monday
as i am driving home
the guilt begins to creep up
from the ones ive left alone
and on this road their bodies
still hang up in the air
between the birches branches
where i last left them there
palm prints on my window
from her hands out in the cold
four years have gone by here
and I have gotten old

[ chorus: ]
and you said yourself
that Im falling towards the sun
like I disguise myself
to make you forget Im the one
like this was just a trap i built
and you are just a game i won
and I dont want to run

I remember counting white beads
as I sat in wooden pews
where i laid down my confessions
and i said a prayer for you
cause its harder in december
and its harder in the cold
and its hard not to remember
all the lies that we have told late at night
shifting shade under florescent light

[ chorus ]

space beats at salvation
and i knew you wanted more
so i paint myself in moonlight
and i unlock all the doors
because the city is getting smaller
and I dont know where to go
and I spent my only dollar
hoping maybe you would know

okay just listen she not very cute.

18-songs-non-pop-playlist

I’m feeling so lethargic and sad.

But I’m loving the playlist that I’m listening to. So. Lovely.

But that was at the expense of Chem. Genius. Going for a chem paper without much chem inside the brain. You could give me 3 whole days and I still wouldn’t have done anything. Laziness beckons.

Haiz.

Just recommending the songs.

Listen only if you like grey skies, lazy music, and/or peace. (okay i just realised it isn’t all that peaceful for some. cos’ i added some songs that i haven’t listened to in a long time, oh well. no pop, for once.)

1. Belle & Sebastian – Step Into My Office, Baby
2. The Bowerbirds – Hooves*
3. The Bowerbirds – My Oldest Memory
4. The Boy Least Likely To – Be Gentle With Me*
5. The Feverfew – Goodbye, Blue Monday*
6. Guster – Hang On**
7. Pony Up! – Shut Up and Kiss Me
8. Metric – Butcher
9. Metric – London Halflife
10. Metric – Siamese Cities
11. Ohbijou – Love To A Monster
12. Ohbijou – Steep*
13. Ohbijou – St. Francis
14. Ohbijou – Tumbleweeds
15. Peopod – The Tolls of Twelve*
16. Rachael Yamagata – 1963*
17. The Zephyrs – A Friend
18. The Zephyrs – Dancing Shoes

St. Francis’ lingering sound in the background is really really annoying, what a pity. But I love their vocals. ):

Favourites with *. Favouritest with **. (:

18 songs for everyone 18.

guster.

 it’s a bad day to emo.

and a worse day to not do anything at all.

if i feel like this tomorrow.

help me.

Bones are broken and the will is sunk
How did everything get so fucked up?
Do you want to change your mind?
You can always change your mind

You and I can quit this scene
Build a town and then secede
Like an Adam and an Eve
To the dreamers go the dreams
But believers have the lead
It’s a frightening, frightening thing

Born to the land of opportunity
of Manifest destiny

Do you want to change your mind?
You can always change your mind

You and I can quit this scene
Build a town and then secede
Like an Adam and an Eve
To the dreamers go the dreams
But leaders have the lead
It’s a frightening, frightening thing

The moon and stars are ganging up on the sun
rebellion

Everybody, the sky is falling down
Friends and lovers, the world is coming down
Down, down
Down, down

–

Here we are inside a novel
Waiting for an end
But we don’t know the authors of the book
Maybe someone’s writing chapters
For us while we sleep
From a million miles away

Stuck without a captain or a chart
No one seems to know just who to follow anymore
Hang on
Hang on
There’s a twilight
A nighttime and a dawn
Who knows
How long
So hang on
Hang on

If we fell inside a forest
Would it make a sound?
Doesn’t seem there’s anyone around
Days are long and carry on
We still don’t understand
We’re a million miles away

Stuck without a captain or a chart
No one seems to know just who to follow anymore

Hang on
Hang on
There’s a twilight
A nighttime and a dawn
Who knows
How long
So hang on
Hang on

Hang on
Hang on
When all is shattered
When all your hope is gone
Who knows
How long
There is a twilight
A nighttime and a dawn

We break
We bend
With hand in hand
When hope is gone
Just hang on
Hang on

studying. futility.

I kind of wrote some stuff, on postcards / cue card kind of stuff when I was forcing myself to sit at the table (over the weekend in a desperate attempt to study econs).

And not turn to the computer, which didn’t work at all.

But it’s hard to type them out properly, cos my thoughts are always so disjointed.

Sometimes I wonder if people even understand what I’m writing about, or if they even care at all?

But most of the time I don’t bother =D

Just like this post is actually kind of useless.

But I’m blogging cos’, econs is over!!

nyeah nyeah nyeah <- hee hee i’m copying.

I watched 6 episodes of Veronica Mars.

My daily dose of the cake shop (the boy is REALLY REALLY cute, any kid that speaks cantonese is awesomely cute imo)

and I spoke with at least 4 people that I haven’t talked to in ages, today.

Look, life is good, even with exams.

K it’s kind of 2.30 I can’t really think.

See you allz.

Rememberz myz christmasz presentsz okaysz??

vanessa be thankful i don’t type in sticky caps and post pics =d=d=d=d

midst of "studying"

hi i’m online

so, what’s new.

no i shouldn’t be

but the cake show was so cute =\ i didn’t watch half of it lor.

nobody blogs anymore ): where did the world go?

lb you’re not supposed to read this ):

bb i shall be guai and stop slacking

wait, i couldn’t help myself

phy3

gp

math1

chem3

math2

math3 -.-

phy2

chem2

econs2

econs1

chem1

phy1

okay, i cancelled out chem and econs 2 cos nobody will read until tmr or something. =d

or actually, probably only after econs1.

goodjob everyone

self control.