from trying to be happy.
I’m consuming chocolates like crazy. Had 2 KitKat Chunkys today after lunch, Cadbury milk chocolate after breakfast, and probably more to come.
But if i should break
If i should fall away
What am i to do?
I need someone to take
A little of the weight
or ill fall through
I don’t get why talking about the weather is too cliche and lame. But the weather today was really good, albeit a little too sunny. Reminded me of the trip to Malaysia in 2003, which I enjoyed despite the fact that all (90% constitutes all.) the shops were closed since it was CNY.
Lyrics really get to me sometimes, together with the mellow melodies. I’m addicted to Lenka and Priscilla Ahn at the moment. They’re. so. lovely..
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle, life’s a maze and love’s a riddle.
I’m just a little girl lost in the middle; I’m so scared, but I don’t show it.
I was feeling really sad yesterday, and I texted j about it. And the next second I received a text from a friend who was feeling sad for no apparent reason as well. haha.
Lif’e’s amazing with little surprises like that.
Gimme a break, a little escape
I’m so tired of being me
I feel so weak and vulnerable sometimes, and I just can’t help it when I cry. I don’t want to, but thinking about things make me cry whether I want to or not. I was tearing in the library so I left and went home, and I started tearing in the train. I wonder what the people opposite me thought about that, haha. And on the walk back I actually contemplated going for a jog to take my mind off things. But then I thought of a better alternative – eat.
(:
Works just as well. And doesn’t kill you. (you won’t understand this point if you aren’t as lazy as me)
And now the sun has set, and the night begins again. (:
Oh no, now you’re leaving me, oh what will you do?
All alone in the big bad world but I’m not worried, no
cause’ you’re gonna skip along
quite merrily, baby.
You’re gonna revel in hating what’s going on.
and you’re like a sugar bomb
no harm will come if you just skip along.
Acting oblivious
comes natural to us.
Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart.
Wouldn’t it be lovely to be home
safe and sound with no one around to bring us down
but that’s so far away.
So I’m gonna skip along
quite merrily baby, I’m gonna revel in hating what’s going on
just skip along
You know sometimes you listen to something and it really touches you even though you don’t know why.
I’m in love with Starbucks now, for no apparent reason (bb be touched.)
And sometimes you read things that are so comforting even though you don’t agree with everything that they say. I love reading what people really mean to write, cos’ it really shows.
Ah.
And my drive (in life, academics especially) is at an all time low. I never thought I could be at this stage, honestly.
Surreal.
Unbelievably so.
I’m not done with anything and there’s not a single speck of desperation. All I want to do is sit around and talk with people. (: you
And I nicked this from someone‘s blog. teehee.
I love it.
You better let somebody love you
You better let some b o d y l o v e y o u
Y o u b e t t e r l e t s o m e b o d y l o v e y o u
b e f o r e i t ‘ s t o o l a t e
I’m guessing I can’t access the actual blogging page via iPod haha what a bother. Life really feels so weird now.. There’s absolutely no pressure to study and I’m pretty sure I’ll regret this after my papers. But fir now I just feel like shopping. And I’m either going to declare an OM major or change my second degree. 
I want to sit by the beach.
I don’t think so.
I was going to use a lame analogy, but decided not to since nobody appreciates my analogies anyway.
Life’s pretty monotonous now, with my last lesson as a freshman over, I can’t imagine what it’ll feel like when I have my last lesson as an undergraduate. I reckon it’ll probably be more worrying than liberating.
Switzerland is approaching way too fast I really can’t believe it. In less than 3/4 of a month I’ll be all alone in a country I (claim to) like with a house mate that I’m hoping is really cool and not ghostly. And I’m praying hard that my room will be one of the rare ones with Internet access. Oh please, please please.
And then what else should I do after I get back?
It always always feel as if there’re so many things that I want to do whenever the exams are approaching. But I just figured out why this happens. Before the exams, lessons are way too “troublesome” to allow us to even think about what else we can/want to do. But when the lessons are finally over, and exams are approaching, we feel the close proximity of liberation and this false sense of (soon to be) freedom. And the random hobbies suddenly turn up.
I’m so sleepy.
Biz Law -> Management Accounting -> TWC (gimme a break.) -> Management Science.
I’m getting to know more people in school.
I only know like 85 people from SMU. Hahaha. According to my MSN. If I don’t have their msn it’s unlikely that we’d even talk. Probably just “hi-bye”.
But then again most relationships in life are hi-bye. Ain’t it?
I want shoes.
Shoes are always here for me. ):
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